Giant

The things we think set us apart only bring us together.
Eating disorders, bad break ups, homosexuality, lack of motivation, ignorance, unrequited love, apathy, self pity.
Misery adores company. It's even in it's slogan.
But once we go beyond that magnetism, we find that the core uniqueness of ourselves lies in something that no one can ever define. Something unpredictable. Unplanned, if you will.
What sustains us, what motivates us, what angers us, what pleases us, all are just little fragments of the giant that we each title
Myself.

The Present. The Now.

I'm tired. I'm tired of being the cute and funny one, the best friend, the person who people look at from afar and admire. I want someone to break through the plastic bubble surrounding me and really GET me. Take hold of my heart, rather than the opposite way around. I'm tired of failing tries on my end. Especially now in this new place where I'm struggling to take hold of my own self.
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I get butterflies in my tummy when I think of you, when I see you, when I sit next to you, when I speak to you.
The future Carolyn Thorn, I love you.

Ophelia. Earth Day

Watch this scene. It describes so much. :)

Use Somebody

Look at me;Or my picture; For five seconds if you dare... Now, I'm petrified You are looking into my soul... or, just my face? Hmm. Well, I'm tired hence the craziness of this. I'm pretty stoked for DDA. What is DDA, you ask?? 

Life changing. The end. 

http://www.givesmehope.com/ Check it out...This website-Gives me hope. 

Never free from it, can't hide from it

The epitome of a blah  day would be...Today. 

I'm never going to escape this feeling am I? No matter what happiness or who comes into my life there will always be a certain emptiness inside that only I can fill. Yet, my mind won't let me; What a Pity!

Do you believe in love? Do you believe one person can ignore all your flaws and accept you for who you are? I do. 

Just love comes in so many different forms like everything now a days. Choices are a part of our reality. The "What ifs' " rolling through my mind. Or his mind? Or that person down the street? Or that girl on the corner. Everyone wonders it. What if?

What if, you ask? Who cares, I reply.